Went to church early to distribute the prayer bulletin for 1st service. The worship for the 1st service was good... But 2nd service was quite crappy. I felt that we were quite distracting as a band. Anyway, had youth camp meeting after church. I think I'm only just starting to do my job in getting people to pray... Had a good time of prayer with the committee... Jamming was cancelled so that freed me up to go for the busker's festival at marina square... Watched the New York Street Boys and Ash Circle (some pyro people). Their collaboration was very entertaining. Got a lift home from Elissa's mom.

Definition of Consecrate (adjective)
To make, or declare to be, sacred; to appropriate to sacred uses; to set apart, dedicate, or devote, to the service or worship of God; as, to consecrate a church; to give (one's self) unreservedly, as to the service of God.

Quite a good day... But what Shianni said to me got me thinking. Its a good thing. The issue is not whether she's right or not... Its whether I can do it or not...
You're already doing so much!
You've already changed so much!
You've aready learnt so much!

But do I want to stop there...? My mind automatically weighs the logical costs and losses if I were to do so... I know I won't NEED the things I should give up. Not an easy decision. Usually when things like these happen, it means God really wants your attention. A nudge to wake me up, so to speak. I must not fall behind... Class is almost over. This one year is almost up...

Its not easy... Need prayer. Need to think and talk to God. Its not as far as you think. Only a choice away...
Oh man, what a choice...